In my journal, I´ve just been thinking about how I enjoy taking on more responsibility in God's kingdom. I know there are also dangers and difficulties. But I'm so glad to be a part of it! And I'm so glad that I don't have to make myself small anymore. As it used to be expected of Christian women. I'm involved. I make decisions. I speak my mind. I make mistakes. I am an important part of my church. (Not just me, of course. Staying humble is important.) But it's good to feel appreciated. Especially by Jesus. His love and the way he looks at me is why I can be brave. I'm big and strong...because I can stand on his shoulders! Alone I would be pretty lost. Alone, I would be pretty ridiculous. But not with Him! With Him, I am strong, courageous, and relevant. In Him I can grow a healthy self-confidence. I belong. This sentence is so important to me. I don't know if this sentence is only important for some, and other people need to hear other sentences. But if it resonates with you too, make it your phrase as well: I belong! I heard that sentence years ago from Brené Brown. At the right time. It gives me security and courage. I belong and I can make a difference. I'm not unimportant. (Negotiation is a funny Austrian way of expression.) I like being on stage. I like to shine for Jesus. And as long as I'm doing it for Him and not for the audience, it's fulfilling. Because Jesus really makes me happy. So deep in my heart. And because nobody and nothing can take that away.
I am glad that there are more and more strong women around. Because the world needs us. Our strength and kindness. Because it is unfair and too comfortable to hide behind men. Because there are adventures to be had side by side. Because God created man and woman in His image and they complement each other everywhere. Because together we can not only shine, but also spark.
Spark for the light of the world that makes our darkness bright.
Arise, Jerusalem! Let your light shine for all to see.
For the glory of the LORD rises to shine on you.
Isaiah 60:1